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Facade

by Boxford

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1.
Collapse 03:40
I'm stuck staring at the ceiling in this empty crowded room My thoughts fill the space as my mind tries to make sense of what to do There's a war inside my head and its been killing me to think That this never ending fight buries me in ways I cant explain I want to see it from a new light (I cant explain) I want a view from the outside (someone has to see) I want a life that's not mine (its so god damn hard for me) I want to know what it feels like I'm just hoping for better days but I know I've got none left in me Am I too far gone now? I'm fucking sick of the life I lead And the things I see keep dragging me down I wake up every morning and I wish I was just dead Its taken every little piece of me to get through holding on to nothing worth it And I know I'll never amount to anything of any purpose I'm falling faster, a walking disaster A broken man in disguise trying to find a better life I can't explain Someone has to see Its so hard for me I'm just hoping for better days but I know I've got none left in me Am I too far gone now? I'm fucking sick of the life I lead And the things I see keep dragging me down I wake up every morning and I wish I was just dead I'm letting go But its better than living this way I cant control How I feel and that's okay
2.
Breathe 03:47
I’m stuck in between Everything you hate & everything you need You were never there for me It’s time for me to leave Escape from all this misery surrounding me I swear to god I will break.. A fragment of hope left behind Intertwined with the pieces of a better time I gotta carry this weight on my back until the day I die I fucked up too many times Knocked down got up still getting by This journey is tough on this roller coast ride of a mind Scraping by I crossed the line Too many times Fear the worst is yet to come And I’m falling back Into the life I left behind That state of mind Where angel eyes are met with mine But my inner demons win the fight I’m sorry that I didn’t show the signs til I got here Lost by myself lonely and in fear It started on a Thursday afternoon It’s when I got that made it hard too Breathe Cause kicking the chair seemed like the only option that I had Don’t bother checking up just know I’m already dead (Now I’m ready for the end Times up won’t have to try again) Scraping by I crossed the line Too many times Fear the worst is yet to come And I’m falling back Into the life I left behind That state of mind Where angel eyes are meant with mine But my inner demons win the fight
3.
Incandescent 03:34
I can't believe its been 6 months today Ever since you went away I keep hoping and thinking that you're in a better place I can't believe its been 6 months today Ever since you went away I'm holding onto things I meant to say Why cant I have just one more day I keep hoping and thinking that you're in a better place I'm wishing that I saw the signs before we got here I'll never understand the pain you must have went through to get to the point in your life where it was time to end it I keep beating myself, beating myself to get through I need to Wake up! Wake up! And pull myself together and, Get up! get up! Cause things aren't getting better, Every time I feel I'm making progress, I fall back I need to Wake up! Wake up! and pull myself together and, Get up get up, Cause things aren't getting better, Every time I feel I'm making progress, I fall back, To the days, I'm just wishing I could see you again. I can't believe its been two years this May And every time I think I'm okay Life keeps pulling, I keep falling And I know that this is only temporary I cant stand the pain I'm in a daze and I'm counting on myself to feel okay I'm wishing that I saw the signs before we got here, I'll finally understand. I'm glad you'll never have to, go back to, The point in your life when it was time to end it all. (Signs before, we got here) I keep beating myself, beating myself to get through I need to Wake up! Wake up! And pull myself together and, Get up! get up! Cause things aren't getting better, Every time I feel I'm making progress, I fall back I need to Wake up! Wake up! And pull myself together and, Get up get up, Cause things aren't getting better, Every time I feel I'm making progress, I fall back, To the days, I'm just wishing I could see you again. We're growing up, We're getting tough, These days wont end, But were getting better at dealing with them.

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Raising mental health and suicide awareness.

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released December 1, 2018

Produced by Will Beasley

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Virginia Beach Pop Punk

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