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Collapse
03:40
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I'm stuck staring at the ceiling in this empty crowded room
My thoughts fill the space as my mind tries to make sense of what to do
There's a war inside my head and its been killing me to think
That this never ending fight buries me in ways I cant explain
I want to see it from a new light (I cant explain)
I want a view from the outside (someone has to see)
I want a life that's not mine (its so god damn hard for me)
I want to know what it feels like
I'm just hoping for better days but I know I've got none left in me
Am I too far gone now?
I'm fucking sick of the life I lead
And the things I see keep dragging me down
I wake up every morning and I wish I was just dead
Its taken every little piece of me to get through holding on to nothing worth it
And I know I'll never amount to anything of any purpose
I'm falling faster, a walking disaster
A broken man in disguise trying to find a better life
I can't explain
Someone has to see
Its so hard for me
I'm just hoping for better days but I know I've got none left in me
Am I too far gone now?
I'm fucking sick of the life I lead
And the things I see keep dragging me down
I wake up every morning and I wish I was just dead
I'm letting go
But its better than living this way
I cant control
How I feel and that's okay
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Breathe
03:47
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I’m stuck in between
Everything you hate & everything you need
You were never there for me
It’s time for me to leave
Escape from all this misery surrounding me
I swear to god I will break..
A fragment of hope left behind
Intertwined with the pieces of a better time
I gotta carry this weight on my back until the day I die
I fucked up too many times
Knocked down got up still getting by
This journey is tough on this roller coast ride of a mind
Scraping by I crossed the line
Too many times
Fear the worst is yet to come
And I’m falling back
Into the life I left behind
That state of mind
Where angel eyes are met with mine
But my inner demons win the fight
I’m sorry that I didn’t show the signs til I got here
Lost by myself lonely and in fear
It started on a Thursday afternoon
It’s when I got that made it hard too
Breathe
Cause kicking the chair seemed like the only option that I had
Don’t bother checking up just know I’m already dead
(Now I’m ready for the end
Times up won’t have to try again)
Scraping by I crossed the line
Too many times
Fear the worst is yet to come
And I’m falling back
Into the life I left behind
That state of mind
Where angel eyes are meant with mine
But my inner demons win the fight
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Incandescent
03:34
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I can't believe its been 6 months today
Ever since you went away
I keep hoping and thinking that you're in a better place
I can't believe its been 6 months today
Ever since you went away
I'm holding onto things I meant to say
Why cant I have just one more day
I keep hoping and thinking that you're in a better place
I'm wishing that I saw the signs before we got here
I'll never understand the pain you must have went through to get to the point in your life where it was time to end it
I keep beating myself, beating myself to get through
I need to Wake up! Wake up!
And pull myself together and,
Get up! get up!
Cause things aren't getting better,
Every time I feel I'm making progress, I fall back
I need to Wake up! Wake up!
and pull myself together and,
Get up get up,
Cause things aren't getting better,
Every time I feel I'm making progress, I fall back,
To the days, I'm just wishing I could see you again.
I can't believe its been two years this May
And every time I think I'm okay
Life keeps pulling, I keep falling
And I know that this is only temporary
I cant stand the pain
I'm in a daze and I'm counting on myself to feel okay
I'm wishing that I saw the signs before we got here,
I'll finally understand. I'm glad you'll never have to, go back to,
The point in your life when it was time to end it all.
(Signs before, we got here)
I keep beating myself, beating myself to get through
I need to Wake up! Wake up!
And pull myself together and,
Get up! get up!
Cause things aren't getting better,
Every time I feel I'm making progress, I fall back
I need to Wake up! Wake up!
And pull myself together and,
Get up get up,
Cause things aren't getting better,
Every time I feel I'm making progress, I fall back,
To the days, I'm just wishing I could see you again.
We're growing up,
We're getting tough,
These days wont end,
But were getting better at dealing with them.
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